No matter what I do
It’s just not good enough for you.
No matter what I say
It doesn’t matter anyway.
I try really hard to make myself understood
But it makes no difference in your eyes.
What if I didn’t try anymore?
Could I actually do it?
Fear and anxiety comes over me
As I have not known any other way.
It’s been a long time since I’ve stopped thinking about me
It’s been a long time since I’ve put myself first
Perhaps it’s time to go back to that
And put the ball back in your court.