The Call Part 2

The outcome took me by surprise

I was offered the opportunity

Right there, right then

No need to fight or compete for it

I would’ve liked to have been chosen on merit rather than out of desperation

But you know what?

I hesitated

I made myself sick from anxiety

Here was my ticket to escape from where I’d made myself unhappy

But it didn’t feel right

I was questioning my thoughts,  feelings, motivations

Was I doing this for the right reasons?

My words did not match my truth

So I started writing about what I wanted and also what I did not want to repeat

And talking to my friend helped heaps

She gave me good advice

And I got clarity from the 9.9.9 portal info she sent me

So I went with what felt right and made me feel calm

And things worked out in the end.

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