Do you want me or not?
Coz if you do, you’ve got a bloody strange way of showing it.
How many times does one have to be trodden on?
What more can one person take?
Why not leave?
It’s the principle of the matter that keeps me here.
But it’s your lack of principle that is making me want to go.
Leaving makes me feel uncomfortable
For I am a creature of comfort.
I need security.
It scares me to just up and leave.
But the way you’re pushing at the moment
Makes me want to do that very thing
Even though it scares me to death
To change on a whim.
It seems you don’t value me
Nor do I feel appreciated
For all the hard work I put in
And all your shit I’ve put up with.
But chances I keep giving you
Hoping things will finally stay better
But, sure enough, it rears its ugly head
And I’m back at Square 1 again.
How many times do we have to do this
Over and over again?
The ball is in my court now, but I don’t know which shot to return.
Do I Smash it?
Do I Lob it?
Or do I Drop-shot it instead?
How I’d love to see you running for cover
And for everyone to realise how you’ve been treating me.
But I know you will not own it
Instead you’ll play the victim card for all to see……