I used to think I was the one who wasn’t good enough for you
Not pretty enough, not attractive enough, not sexy enough, not outgoing enough, not lady-like enough
Not ‘A lady in the street and a freak in the bed’ enough
But a realisation hit me
YOU are lucky to have me
I realise that all that matters is how YOU look to others
Your priority is yourself
You are lucky to have me
You created this wonderful illusion that what you did was for us all, when really it was about looking after your ego.
You are lucky to have me.
I now understand that I deserve to be treated better
I am angry and upset and disappointed with myself for going with your flow for so long
You should consider yourself lucky I’ve put up with it all these years, I’ve kept quiet all these years, I’ve just gone with your flow all these years
I don’t feel the years have been wasted though
It has certainly been an interesting ride.
The best thing for me are our children
I think that’s the best thing we’ve done together.
I deserve to be happy.
I deserve happiness
I am enough
I am me.