No more

No more hurt

No more pain

I’ve done this too many times before

I can’t deal with this again.

Can I please stop doing this

Can’t I just be happy with what I’ve got

But my mind plays tricks on me

Once and for all can I be strong enough to make it stop.

The thoughts are powerful

The feelings intoxicating

It seems so real on the inside

But on the outside I’m embarrassing.

I think my mind is my reality

That my life is better in there

I’m a superhero, everyone loves me

Adoration is everywhere.

One day I’ll get over myself

One day I’ll stop over thinking

I want this pain to finally go

Will I let today be that new beginning.