No more hurt
No more pain
I’ve done this too many times before
I can’t deal with this again.
Can I please stop doing this
Can’t I just be happy with what I’ve got
But my mind plays tricks on me
Once and for all can I be strong enough to make it stop.
The thoughts are powerful
The feelings intoxicating
It seems so real on the inside
But on the outside I’m embarrassing.
I think my mind is my reality
That my life is better in there
I’m a superhero, everyone loves me
Adoration is everywhere.
One day I’ll get over myself
One day I’ll stop over thinking
I want this pain to finally go
Will I let today be that new beginning.